<p>I had it all. Two beautiful children. A gainfully employed husband. A successful food blog.</p><p>The only thing missing from my life was . . . heat.</p><p>And I wanted to <em>live</em>. To live loudly and without fear.</p><p>I also wanted my husband to think I was as hot as I was when we were high school sweethearts. More I wanted what my sister had: love passion and a husband whose love was infinite.</p><p>Because something was happening with Rob. Had he fallen out of love with me? Had he found someone else? Was I not—</p><p><em>Sigh</em>.</p><p>Was I not enough?</p>