How does it feel to confront a pandemic from the inside? To bridge the gulf between a perilously unwell patient in quarantine and their distraught family outside? To strive your utmost to maintain your humanity even while barricaded behind visors and masks? Rachel is a palliative care doctor who cared for the most gravely unwell patients on the Covid-19 wards of her hospital. Amid the tensions fatigue and rising death toll she witnessed the courage of patients and NHS staff alike in conditions of unprecedented adversity. For all the bleakness she found that moments that could stop you in your tracks abounded. People who rose to their best upon facing the worst as a microbe laid waste to the population.
