<p>I never wanted to lie to her but I knew I couldn't keep her safe if she knew.</p><p>I hurt her more than I ever wanted to and I have to live with that each day that I'm away from her. But one day she'll know that every day spent away from her was hell.</p><p>Watching her move on. Watching her change.</p><p>But it will all be worth it once she's safe.</p><p>Even if she doesn't know it she is my <I>Rapture</I>.</p><p><b><i>Contains mature themes.</b></i></p>