I am a man who had nothing but found everything. I'll never go back to nothing ever again. I vowed to protect her and that's exactly what I'm gonna do. The pictures I stumbled upon haunt me still; the secret I shoulder is heavy. They say secrets put distance between two people but the truth is far more destructive than keeping it will ever be. I won't ever tell. She can't ever know.<br><br> <br><br>When I look in the mirror my reflection is of who I'm afraid I'll become and not the man I am. It makes me feel like a poser no better than all the others pretending to be exactly who they aren't. How does a man keep it together when everything is unraveling right here in his hands?<br><br>Contains mature themes.