<I>Dear A. I am writing to express my gratitude for your gift. There are no sufficient words but please accept my sincerest thank you. Yours R.</I><br><br><br><br>She writes me back. I didn't expect that. She tells me she's a lover of chicken pizza and video games a hot sorority girl with the nickname Sloth. She wants to know something about me in return. She says I owe her. This is how she saves my life. She doesn't even know it.<br><br><br><br>The anonymity is good. She doesn't need to know me but I need her kindness. We both live our lives: a letter here a postcard there. For three years I escape my demons. Then one day I'm pulled back in. I resign myself to what I know is coming until the girl I'm spanking gives her safe word: Sloth. And then the lie I'm living starts to unravel.<br><br>Contains mature themes.