<P>It was a bad idea from the beginning. He was my brother's best friend and the definition of unavailable. But I didn't care. <P>I had loved him for as long as I could remember. He was worth the risk. He was worth everything. But then he broke my heart as easily as I fell for him. He watched me fall spiraling out of control and as I reached for him he wasn't there to catch me. <P>So I ran. <P>Four years later I never expected to see him again. He was still my brother's best friend and he was more unavailable than ever. He looked every bit the bad boy I knew he was covered in tattoos and a crooked smile. Guarding my heart from him was top priority because Parker James was where good girls go to die. Unfortunately for him I wasn't a good girl anymore.<P>An Author's Republic audio production.