<p>It was supposed to be fun. A mutual use of each other's bodies. To be a ruse to the world around us.</p><p>I wanted to be free from my ex and he wanted to escape his.</p><p>One drunken night turned a joke into a life-changing moment.</p><p>He warned me not to fall for him and I should've listened.</p><p>He intoxicated me. He made me crave him. He ruined me.</p><p>In the end I'll never be the same.</p>