<B>'I continued to romanticize my death by suicide: who would find me; what I'd look like. I spent hundreds of hours planning my funeral imagining the remorse of my family and friends. I wrote good-bye letters composed wills and disrupted the lives of everyone close to me. Then reality hit.' —Susan Rose Blauner</B><br><br><br><br>The statistics on suicide are staggering. The World Health Organization estimates that nearly 800000 people die by suicide every year which is one person every forty seconds and for each completed suicide there may be twenty or more attempts.<br><br><br><br>In <I>How I Stayed Alive When My Brain Was Trying to Kill Me</I> Susan Blauner is the perfect emissary for a message of hope and a program of action for these millions of people. A survivor of multiple suicide attempts she explains the complex feelings and fantasies that surround suicidal thoughts. In a direct nonjudgmental and loving voice she offers affirmations and suggestions for those experiencing life-ending thoughts and for their friends and family.