<p>Eight months ago Jude Lucen fled his partner his career and a hospital in Boston after a suicide attempt. Now back in Philadelphia he feels like a complete failure. Piano has always been his passion and his only escape. Without it he has nothing. Well nothing except a pathetic crush on the most gorgeous man he's ever seen. </p><p>Faron Locklear came to Philly looking for a fresh start and has thrown himself into tattooing at Small Change. He's only met Jude a few times but something about the red-haired man with the haunted eyes calls to him. Faron is blown away by Jude's talent. What he isn't expecting is the electricity he feels the first time they kiss - and the way Jude's needs in bed speak directly to his own deepest desires. </p><p>Jude and Faron fall fast and hard but Jude has spent a lifetime learning that he can't be what the people he loves need. So when the opportunity arises to renew his career in Boston he thinks he has to choose: music or Faron? Only by taking a huge risk - and finally believing he's worthy of love just as he is - can he have the chance for both. </p><p><b><i>Contains mature themes.</i></b></p>