Darkness is the only thing I see. Ever since the day my life changed. The day that everything and everyone I held close to me ceased to exist. The day I lost it all and the demons of my past consumed my every waking moment.<br></br><br><br>I tried to keep others at arm's length. Tried not to let my darkness taint them. Ruin them. Harm them. And whether I want to admit it or not as much as I wish I could keep them locked out they refuse to leave. Refuse to let me suffer alone.<br></br><br><br>If I hadn't been so focused on keeping those demons from flying free I wouldn't have missed how one perfect angel was able to sneak her way under my skin-refusing to let go. Making me want things I don't deserve. She consumes me. Her beauty knows no end. The love she promises tempts me every time she's near. But that pure heart that makes her <I>my</I> Emmy is the one thing I'm convinced I'll destroy if I ever let her close. <br><br></br><br>Contains mature themes.